DIRECT CLINICAL KETAMINE EXPERIENCE
I do not just talk about ketamine integration. I work with it in clinical practice.
At The Emerge Clinic, I work with people before, during and after ketamine-assisted psychotherapy. I am involved in preparation, remain present during altered-state treatment sessions and work with people afterwards as they begin to understand what happened and what it may mean for their life.
That means my understanding of integration does not come only from training, books or conversations after the event. It comes from repeatedly seeing the whole arc: what someone brings into the room, what happens when ordinary defences loosen, what feels important during the experience, and what remains once everyday consciousness returns.
I have seen profound experiences produce little lasting change, and subtle experiences become deeply important over time. Difficult sessions eventually become understandable, and apparently uneventful sessions still shift the way someone feels or thinks afterwards.
That experience has shaped the way I work: slowly enough to understand what actually happened, carefully enough not to impose meaning, and practically enough that the work eventually returns to ordinary life.