SPECIALIST ONLINE INTEGRATION THERAPY AND COACHING FOR PSYCHEDELIC EXPERIENCES
SPECIALIST ONLINE INTEGRATION THERAPY AND COACHING FOR PSYCHEDELIC EXPERIENCES
PSYCHEDELIC INTEGRATION COACHING
People return from psilocybin retreats, MDMA programmes and ayahuasca ceremonies carrying material that may feel profound, beautiful, difficult, contradictory or impossible to put into words. The altered state may last only hours; the emotional and psychological consequences can continue unfolding long afterward.
I provide specialist online integration coaching for people who want to make sense of what happened without having the experience minimised, romanticised or interpreted.
Online sessions available internationally.
MDMA
MDMA experiences often centre around safety, compassion, memory, relationships and material that ordinarily feels defended against. Integration often involves understanding what became emotionally possible and why it may feel harder to access again afterward.
PSILOCYBIN
Psilocybin often produces symbolic imagery, altered self-perception, powerful emotional shifts and experiences that can feel powerfully meaningful in the moment. Integration involves exploring those experiences without forcing them into literal or fixed conclusions.
AYAHUASCA
Ayahuasca retreats may involve several intense ceremonies in close succession, producing recurring themes, apparently contradictory material and existential or spiritual questions. Integration may therefore need to unfold over a longer period.
The integration process should fit the experience, not force it into a predetermined model
MDMA
MDMA is encountered in research, facilitated and retreat settings, particularly where people are working with trauma, relationships and emotionally defended material.
Experiences may involve unusual feelings of safety, compassion toward the self, reduced fear around difficult memories, emotional closeness and a temporary ability to talk about something that ordinarily feels unbearable.
Material accessed during MDMA does not disappear when the session ends. Memories, feelings and relational insights may continue to unfold afterward. The work involves understanding what became possible and why it felt safe enough to approach. It includes exploring the shifts in relationships and how to work with what emerged once normal defences return.
A person may feel forgiving, compassionate or able to face a painful memory during MDMA, only to find that familiar defences return. Integration explores what became possible in that state, what you learned about yourself and what can gradually be incorporated into ordinary life.
Integration is not about trying to preserve the MDMA state.
It is about understanding what became possible within it.
PSILOCYBIN
Psilocybin experiences may involve dramatic shifts in perception, symbolic imagery, altered identity, dissolution of ordinary boundaries, memories, unusual bodily sensations, powerful insight, fear or loss of control.
Images and experiences can feel intensely significant yet be hard to explain afterward. Integration gives you time to reconstruct what occurred, identify the emotional themes, connect them with your personal history or current life, consider possible meanings and retain uncertainty where appropriate.
A powerful experience can feel more certain than ordinary thought. That does not necessarily mean every conclusion reached within it should be treated literally in order to be meaningful. Integration allows imagery, memory, emotion and insight to be explored with curiosity while leaving room for more than one possible interpretation.
My role is not to tell you what the experience meant.
It is to help you explore what it may mean to you.
AYAHUASCA
Ayahuasca retreats often involve several ceremonies in close succession, producing visions, emotional release, physical experiences, recurring themes and sometimes profound existential or spiritual questions.
People may return home with a great deal to process and limited ongoing support. Integration provides continuity as the material settles, helping you understand what arose and how it relates to your life now.
Different ceremonies may repeat a theme, deepen earlier material, appear to contradict one another or introduce entirely new material. Integration involves understanding the sequence and what changed, what repeated and what matters.
Experiences may involve encounters with presences, death, other realities or communication with the dead. Integration does not require these to be labelled psychological, spiritual, symbolic or literal to be explored.
I do not need to decide what an experience was
in order to help you understand what it meant to you.
Some people seek integration because the experience did not feel healing or meaningful. It may have been frightening, confusing, emotionally overwhelming or disappointing. A difficult psychedelic experience should not automatically be dismissed as a bad trip, nor should it automatically be romanticised as something you were meant to experience. Integration begins by understanding what actually happened and how it has affected you.
For experiences involving fear, loss of control, panic or threatening imagery.
For experiences that feel fragmented, contradictory or impossible to interpret.
For material that feels emotionally active after the retreat or programme has ended.
The first task is not to find meaning. It is often simply to restore enough perspective to look at the experience safely.
Although each experience is unique, the work tends to move through similar stages.
01
Find language for what happened, memories, feelings, images, bodily experiences, moments of clarity and moments of confusion.
02
Place the experience in the context of your personal history, relationships, existing patterns, current circumstances, values and internal conflicts.
03
Consider what feels genuinely useful, what deserves more time, what needs not be acted upon and what practical change may be realistic.
Integration is not about keeping someone inside the psychedelic experience. It is about helping them return to their life with a clearer understanding of what matters.
My expertise is not in running ceremonies or providing psychedelic substances. It is in helping people understand complex psychological material and in working professionally around altered states.
Psychotherapy background
13+ years
Extensive experience working with complex emotional material, trauma, relationships, behaviour, long-standing patterns, shame, attachment and internal conflict.
Direct altered-state experience
Ketamine-assisted psychotherapy
Direct professional work before, during and after medically governed ketamine-assisted psychotherapy sessions. Familiarity with altered states in a clinical and therapeutic setting.
Online internationally
Worldwide
Independent integration coaching for adults who received treatment or attended a retreat elsewhere. All sessions are online by video call.
You do not need to share my beliefs about your experience. In fact, I do not need to have a belief about it at all.
If something significant happened and you are not sure what to do with it, that is precisely where integration begins. You can begin by telling me what happened, what remains unclear and what you need now.
Online integration coaching available internationally.
Integration can begin weeks, months or even years after an experience. There is no requirement that the event be recent.
There is no right time to start. Some people begin the week after an experience. Others return to something that happened years ago. The work is available whenever you are ready for it
